Coexisting Energy

Tuesday, December 18, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments



I've gotten a few emails from people asking me just what the hell I mean with "we are coexisting energy". The blogpost itself doesn't really explain the notion directly, nor goes it go beyond the title in any real sense. Yet the title itself was meant only to provoke a thought in such direction. But there is more to it... obviously.

This question, what are we really? is something which has been answered time and time again throughout history, yet the internet is strangely devoid of textual explanations that would be simple and uncomplicated. Largely because, for us -- who are used to thick textbooks to explain things because we believe things are never so simple as to be explained in just a few words -- we find that someone who cannot explain something at length, doesn't truly understand. We are used to things being explained at length, and so feel like something which can be explained overly simply, at least things which don't seem simple, cannot be true, or that there is more to it. But one of our greatest thinkers said that, if you can't explain something simply, then you don’t understand it well enough. Simple is E=mc2.

Yet when a thing seems too simple (an overuse of the world simple, I know), many will not pay it much notice, precisely because of a false notion that, because everything seem and feels complicated around us, it cannot be explained in simple terms. Not true.

Sure enough, there are many doctrines that were founded on this notion of coexisting energy, the chief of which is Buddhism and many other, sub-shoots of it. These are less known to the average Westerner  yet still operate on the principle. For us, the inhabitants of the Western world, with its different cultural "standards" and religious endowments, such notions tend to mean nothing. Coexisting energy? Pfuj! "I am a being of matter and I coexist because I was born in a culture which forces me to coexist for my own benefit and survival." This is all true enough. But what happens when you don't know how to coexist any more?  What happens when you feel out of touch and unable to function in set parameters "forced" upon you by society? You crumble. You either find another way to coexist, to get back into the flow of coexistence, or you crumble into dust. Most likely sooner in your mind than in your body.

But let's for a moment return back to the energy part of coexistence. Since the West needs complicated solutions because the world is complicated, there is nothing more complicated, yet at the same time simpler, than the Quantum Theory. It explains how the very smallest is nothing but possibility. This relates to the very biggest; you. Because you are, since your inception into this world, a pure possibility. You are a reflection of that Quanta, that caged energy which forms out of possibility and probability.

A girl who has spent her whole childhood among wolves will never again be successfully assimilated into normal society. Because our minds are shaped by other minds, by the piling of possibilities to make actualities. In this sense, we are coexisting energy. We project our energy to others through speech, the functions of our body, through our thoughts, and in turn, our minds shift and form actualities.

Imagine, for a moment, that your eyes don't see crude matter, but the movement of Quanta itself. Image for a moment you could see the sub-net, below even the atomic scale, where everything is fluctuation, a foam without shape. An intrinsic field where nothing but the rate of vibration differs. It is this state which relates to energy. This field is where it all truly happens. This is what I meant in my earlier post, and that all of these processes will never be truly known to us. They are hidden from our senses and reside in a spectral universe. We can only be aware that these processes are happening and realize they will always happen, all around us, without pause. The question then is, will you coexist with this movement? Can you even not coexist with it? Not unless you live with wolves, but even then, you're coexisting with them... thus you will always be matter [caged energy]... coexisting.


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On the Spirit

Tuesday, October 02, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments


When oceans collide and stars die, we are reborn through endless fire. We breathe and we battle our minds, we struggle and lunge forth in ever-increasing strides. When that which was deemed enough and sought after is achieved, we see the divide and realize this object was not our true desire. When our hearts turn sour and we think of what we need, we find only more fire. But its flames are of no colour that we can see, no colour that this world can craft for you, or for me. It is an undefinable thing that we are after, in the end, realizing this only when there in nothing left for us but the hereafter, the bitter end. And when in the grip of dying we draw our last breath, life reveals to us and we realize, there is no more time left.

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Random Scribble #722

Tuesday, July 24, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments


Emotion is energy in movement. It mirrors life. We shift and the spaces between the lines move, yet it's not only spaces in between which determine an area. A reality consisting of fragments and intangible "things" around and within, which drift onto forever. They are thoughts taking form in the mind - they start and begin in the mind and end in the mind. 
The eyes see, but only what's "out there", what can be determined and captured, processed, while emotions feel what the eyes cannot. 

And always the sphere of emotion warps and wefts, sets and determines a different mould of reality outside reason and flesh, ever-adding to the complexity of its infinite design.


An interesting fact that, in Zen, the mind is located where the heart is (Kokoro), the psychic centre; where intuition and spirit intertwine, mutually collapse and reform, slumping and rising. 

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The Human Abstract

Monday, July 16, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments


Have you ever had moments in your life wherein your outline appeared to expand and encompass everything? When you seemed to become one with everything and everyone? A moment between moments when the notion of Oneness wasn't simply an abstract idea in your mind, but a sensation you felt? If you have, please share you experience with me. I would love to read about it, not only when it happened and how long it lasted, but also how many times it has happened since and how you think it changed your outlook on life and existence.

Please describe these experiences in a comment or (preferably) send me an email on kzeefreeman@gmail.com.

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Quantum Oneness - Everything Connects

Friday, June 22, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments




A blackbody is a theoretical, physical body which absorbs all forms of radiation. In reality, such a body doesn’t exist, but let us look at this a bit differently.
Historically, this is where the Quantum Theory began. So it seems only fair that we should also begin here. The basic idea is this: the radiant energy of a hollow cavity – energy that originates from within it – that is to say, inside the walls of the cavity, emits vibrations of every possible frequency and in all directions simultaneously. The rate of these emissions increases rapidly with the increase in temperature. The amount of  emitted energy, however, does not increase indefinitely with time, as the rate of emission is opposed by the rate of absorption within the cavity walls. To put it simply, there is always radiation within the cavity, so as the emissions are increased, the absorption rate needs to “keep up” with the emission rate. As equilibrium is reached between emission and absorption rate -- meaning that absorption occurs as soon as the radiation is emitted -- the material which absorbs and emits is no longer important, what becomes important is the temperature of the material. And this is the key point.  Because what is temperature? It is the rate at which elementary particles inside the material vibrate and spin. For now, we’re not going to delve deeper and say, but what are elementary particles, really? For now let’s take on the quantum explanation and say elementary particles are objects of possibility. Now, if we take a single neuron pathway, and apply the previously discussed principle of emission and absorption (in equilibrium) governed by temperature, we can assume every pathway, since it simultaneously absorbs radiation from other neuron pathways and emits it upon itself and onto others, that that neuron pathways acts the same as this hollow, blackbody cavity.
Example: We have all known times where we feel “run down” and haggard, tired, and times when we are brimming with mental activity. My suggestion here is not that we increase the temperature of our heads by any external means [although I believe this too would work to an extent], but to do this by increasing our mental activity. There is no doubt that when the brain’s mental activity lowers, so too does the frequency of its operation, resulting in lessened emission and absorption rates. Could it be then that, in fact, when it comes to the blackbody, we have devised this theoretical thing, without realizing there is in fact a perfectly working one already inside us? And that, because of this, we were able to conceive of such a thing in the first place? My personal opinion is that, yes. Now it is true that the forms of radiation which our brain can absorb is governed by the capabilities of our senses, but once this information passes through this filtering systems of our sense-perception organs, the brain absorbs all. The reasons why we are perceptive to such a narrow band of radiation, whether it is light, sound, electromagnetic or any other field, are due to our evolutionary processes. Processes which limited our minds, made them more resilient to “useless” stimuli in order for the whole to be able cope with the stimuli which are necessary for its survival and continued existence.
Another thing which is  to note in the case of blackbody emission and absorption rate is this. If the temperature of the blackbody is raised, the maximum is shifted towards higher frequencies, which makes sense, since, frequency is the rate of vibration, or the number of cycles per a given length of time. This is important because, in a very real sense, we have all felt this happen in our heads numerous times. But in the case of the brain, the simultaneous rise in temperature and frequency is even more obvious. That is to say, the process in our minds happens so fast it would seem and feel the two arise mutually, as it is indeed the case in a blackbody (as per stated in the beginning of this paragraph). The most noted example is anger. A flash of intense anger often feels like a rise in temperature in our heads, because in fact it is. In a spur of momentary anger, absorption and emission rise to such a degree in a given spot, that we can feel it and, as a result, usually use our organic apparatuses to express it. Meaning that we yell, curse, flail our hands or whatever. In quite a similar fashion, the expression “they are having a heated debate,” is not used in vain. This, however, does not necessarily apply only in the case of anger. But to all things in the brain. Allow me to elaborate. We know the brain heats up when there is increased activity in any given spot or area. Thus, in our “heated debate”, neurons absorb and emit at an increased rate. When the absorption rate (the understanding of a subject is lowered) while the emission rate (information input) is higher, the blackbody equilibrium is nonexistent (there is no equilibrium), and we have issues with comprehending.
But when the rate of emission and absorption within a neuron is in equilibrium, the process becomes discontinuous and allows for near instant absorptions of outside stimuli (obviously there is still a path upon which the signals must travel, so it’s never instant). 
It is thus no surprise that we feel most alive when this process is occurring at the maximum frequency (temperature) and thus rate – as the blackbody is, at that instant, absorbing more and more radiation as a result.
There are, of course, other instances that would suggest that the brain does not absorb only sensory input. By now experiments have been conducted by universities in Brasil, Zurick and Berlin, that would seem to suggest that, in cases of meditative states, people seem to be able to communicate non-locally. Thus, I think, it is not wise to simply exclude this phenomena and assume the brain is simply an organ full of chemical reactions and not much else.
Another good source of how the brain seems to be able to access increased levels of perceptional awareness have been drugs, in particular DMT, which has been experimented with, not by individuals alone, but by doctors using scientific methods and data-collecting, like Rick Strassman MD, to show truly puzzling data on how, by altering the brain’s vibrationonal structure (meaning adding new molecules to its receptors) it is seemingly able to absorb radiation of forms that it otherwise cannot access. Most might dismiss this as drug-input altering the brain and making people see things that do not exist and never will. But what do you really do upon ingesting (absorbing) a drug, any drug? You add a molecule. You add a new vibrational structure into your brain which, by definition, makes the brain itself vibrate in a slightly different manner. And this is another key point. If the brain can and will absorb ANY vibrational structure (an atom) [of course such a thing is not advised and may result in cancelation of its functions] then it is indeed a blackbody. It might reject the particular radiation, but will still absorb it.

Now, an important aspect to note in all of this is that energy within the blackbody is a sum of different terms and conditions. This means different wavelengths (the time between vibrations) and polarizations do not interact with each other. For them to be able to interact, the energy of one vibration depends on the state of another and vice versa. What does this mean for the brain? For our own interactions with others? To give concrete examples would be what I had just mentioned in the paragraph above. The introduction of drugs and intoxicants often means that two people cannot relate to each other on the same level, assuming one has taken a drug and the other has not. It has often been stated that they are on “different frequencies” and that is completely true. When this happens in the brain, it often results in conflicting data between neurons, conflicting energy, which causes confusion and conflicting emissions within the other, non-drugged individual.
Another example is that, on one hand, you want someone romantically, to be with them, while, on the other hand, you may not be sure that you two fit. The two energies simply do not interact, and are feeding your conscious thinking with separate, often times conflicting information of what you think you desire. This quantum state of energy fluxuation also relates to human interactions in a sense that it expresses itself outwardly from  the nexus of neuron constellations and expresses in mannerisms, speech, movements.

I am like you. Remove the ‘am’. 

The problems of all our interactions arise when we fight for this energy within us and our two systems cannot interact because our vibrational patterns are different. Yet when our inner states are in equilibrium, ie. we understand what someone is expressing, we in turn say we understand that person. This energy is outwardly mostly exchanged with speech, effecting in turn the neurons within you. When you understand someone and find aspects of yourself in them, equilibrium is easily reached. We say we connect. That we connected with someone. But, in reality, the inner battle of our neuron pathways has simply ceased and an equilibrium has been reached as the radiation and absorption of energy in the form of thoughts has become discontinuous ­– one motion.
In quantum theory and within the blackbody, it is possible to choose an interval so small, that no important physical quantity changes with it. But we can also choose an interval so large, that very many oscillations are included in the process. In our case, the term “oscillators” can – in the case of the brain – be exchanged for the term neurons. This largeness or the amount of neurons, can be mathematically expressed in a density function. When the amount of oscillations/neurons is large – so large if fact, that their number can be treated as a net, the process complicates further. When the internal leaps between input is so small (only a small net of neurons need to fire for a specific memory, for instance) you cease to perceive any change in your mind and the process of thinking becomes discontinuous. When in turn this activity absorbs a whole set of neuron pathways along with it, the discontinuity of the process remains, and suddenly, your “whole” brain is engaged with a problem with which you are struggling.
Energy within the blackbody is weight according to its probability. This is also helpful to our line of thinking. For the brain functions (even if you subscribe to the basic view of chemical reactions and sensory input alone) in quantum fields. If you look from the standpoint of oneness, of discontinuity in the sense that, all non-discontinuity is brought on only by our point of view (reference) then all the chemicals are simply different sets of vibrational patters. Different wavelengths.
How does probability come into play, then?
First, let us examine one of the assumptions made by Planck. Again, we will change the term “oscillators” with “neurons”. The energy of a neuron of natural frequency is restricted to integral multiples of a basic unit.  This basic unit is not the same for all neurons, since it is proportional to the frequency (a frequency which is its own). The idea here then, is that [by the way, the energy within this neuron is so small it cannot be detected with most instruments, but only as a web of neuron pathways.] each neuron adds its own specific wavelength, an imprint that correlates to the imprint of input at the time when it had formed.  This adds new layers of possibility and is, in turn, what helps us form new ideas and thoughts as the inner webs of neurons struggle to form a state of equilibrium, which can only be achieved by cross-reference or adding new neurons. If you were following closely, you might ask, how then, can neurons even interact and reach a state of equilibrium between each other, if no structure of a neuron is similar to the other? Because by definition that would mean they have different wavelengths, right? But you see, that is the beauty of our brain, instead of struggling how to make two systems interact, it adds new systems that connect to and are separate, yet part of the whole within that system. Remember, for two separate systems to interact, one needs to depend on the energy of another. This is the key here. In such a system, as it becomes more and more complex, everything else begins to rely on everything else in ever-growing complexity. The direct result of this is that all of them come together as one motion, striving for constant balance. Balance, of course, is not always reached. But balance is key.


I would like to end this chapter with this: conflicting thoughts* are necessary for new “balancing” mechanisms to arise in the brain.

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Time Betrays Us All

Tuesday, April 24, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 0 Comments


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We Are Coexisting Energy

Thursday, March 15, 2012 K.Z. Freeman 5 Comments


Focus on the red dot.


Once you realize your brain constantly filters out your nose even though it can see it, that it filters out a vast mindscape known as your subconscious, that it can -- and will -- filter out whatever is necessary for you to function and lie to yourself... that it sees only what it wants to see, and that only a small spectrum of radiation and light -- of reality -- is visible to you at all times, you may begin to wonder what else is out there, hidden from sight and senses. What resides within this invisible, spectral universe?

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